#16. The New, New

I asked myself, "What's wrong?"

I felt fine, and my energy was on point.

Yet, I found myself in an abyss

With understanding and unclarity, both abound.

Life demands kindness.

I need to understand deeper.

We have a way to get used to everything.

Unusual circumstances rapidly become normal.

Self-reflection indicated changes within.

Those recent perspectives and experiences flashed.

Their newness had brought heartfelt joy and excitement.

But now they seem less...were they now normal?

The innumerable evolutions within are continuous.

They wait for no one and seek no approval.

It is all a rhythmic dance of our creation.

Both a bane and a boon, nagging for a balance, yet to be found.

As with every evolution, time isn't the decider.

I assimilate with full acceptance and let patience be on fire.

Allowing new to be normal again, I wait firmly within my abyss.

I can feel the excitement of the new, new is already creeping on the horizon again.